♥Feeling: happy
♪Listening to: teevee outside

Aaaaaaaah. Every single school week, there will be at least a day or two whereby I have to sleep LESS than 5 hours. ._.;; Last night I only slept for an hour and a half cos’ I was working on my Digital Imaging presentation thingumabob.

Basically I was like a zombie the entire day. And most of the time when I am required to WALK FAST or run, I have difficulty breathing; short breath. D: Aye.

But today was a relatively good day. ^^ I finished the editing of my pictures 10 minutes before 2pm~ [My Digital Imaging class starts at 2pm! I was kind of late for iiiiiiiit. Ngaah.]

Anyhow. My presentation! It went well. However the higlight of the day was that…. my lecturerer wanted a burnt copy of my works! Yay! It means a lot to me, really, it does.

I’m soooo exhausted at the moment though. I can hardly open my eyes. I should go to bed now. Heh.

P.S.
2 more days to go till yuuutsu.net is up and running again!!! Wheeeee!

♥Feeling: okay
♪Listening to: =( nothing. Laptop is lagging. Booo.
☠Location: Homestay @ Singapore

Yes, it commenced almost a month ago.
And wow, the workload has piled drastically. xD As expected, Singapore education standard.

So, I haven’t had the time to update my lj due to my home assignments [and also I’m lazy… ._.].

I’ll just blog randomly about my recent activities.
Last night my class and I had a gathering!! Yummy, scrumptious dinner prepared by メリーさん.
After dinner, 8 of us [Asnim, Siobhan, Darren, Sam, Tze Fu, Chris, Divya and I] went to the beach nearby Pasir Ris park. We kind of emo-ed a bit there LOL and talked about various things. About 1.30am Divya had to go back and the rest of us decided to stay on at the park till morning came. *o*

I was kind of hesitant to go back that night cos’ mom rang me up previously and kind of gave me an earful regarding my homestay. Apparently my host family [the auntie esp] has been complaining to my mom’s friend that I constantly switch on the aircond. everyday even though I am gone. What the bloody hell. Not true, man. Stop spreading fucking lies, you backstabbing bitch. No wonder God made you lose your job. Serves you RIGHT. Ugh.

So anyways. Asnim told us a bit too many ghost stories and I erm, reckon we were a bit scared to go back home that night!! Hahahah!! C’mon guys, admit it, you were feeling kind of uneasy after those stories?! =P

But it’s okay, we just considered tonight as a hanging-out cum socialising cum getting-to-know-each-other sort of activity. ^^ I’m slowly expanding my circle of friends/aquiantances, haha. As usual. [I’m known for being able to easily blend in with any group of people, if given the chance. ]

I kept on poking fun at Sam and Chris cos’ omgah, these two guys can be sooooo gay at times. xD It amuses me. Asnim thinks that my mind is pretty screwed up, lol. I shamelessly admit it….. Haha!! Consequences of being a v-kei and mild yaoi fan.

We all started heading back home at 6am. I reached home about 7.45am [took the same bus as Asnim cos’ he insisted that the bus which he was taking would stop around my block. =P]!! Whilst on my way home, I fed 2 stray [but quite healthy & well-fed] cats… Bought a can of tuna from 7-11. Man, the tin was dented, wtf? D: But anyways, they’re for the cats so I’m pretty sure the content of the can is still good. o__o;;

♥Feeling: intimidated
♪Listening to: LuLu : 禁断症状
☠Location: ウり子の部屋～

Aha! I abandoned this poor blog, again. I still can’t stick my fingers into my problem of unable to understand coding a word press layout. :/

I feel like installing a different php blogging script cos’ wordpress is kind of intimidating. ;_;

Sooooo. Today I started packing! On my last entry I was complaining about where I’d be studying at, no? Well, well… My dreams came true, w00t. I shall be spending 4 wonderful years in the land of the Merlion. :3 Yaaaaaay!! I win at life!11!

Haha, I’m leaving on the 24th July but I’m staying at KL for a night first…

♥Feeling: calm
♪Listening to: brq : graphic noise
☠Location: ウり子の部屋～

I know, I have not been blogging here. @A@
Highschool’s finally over for me. *cough* …Yeah, that was 5 months ago? LOL

Soooo. What have I been doing for the past 5 months?
I was livin’ da American dream. Just kidding.
I was livin’ da mouse potato’s dream. :3

Here’s my routine:
- Eat
- Sleep
- GO ONLINE
- Fiddle around with photoshop a bit
- Surf the net
- Watch TV
- Travel [Well, just to West Malaysia~ The furthest international destination I’ve gone to; for the past 3 years is Singapore!]
- Practise Japanese!! [YAY!!]
- Worry about college/uni. application. STRESS!!!

Yes. That’s my only source of stress.

My parents want me to study in Australia but I want to study in sunny Singapore, which I WILL this year.
I’m planning to major in graphic design!!! If I were to go to Australia, I’ll be studying GD in a polytechnic / vocational college… Which is kind of stupid and pointless. Not to mention it is very unlike a person who takes GD seriously. On the other hand, if I were to study in Singapore, I get to study in a proper art school. Which is very awesome by the way. Since the school has a good reputation for producing successful artists, I want my abilities to be unleashed with the guidance of these professionals.

I wonder if my parents know this huge difference?

It is going to affect my future, like a totally huge impact. Chances of getting a job in Singapore [especially in the graphic design field] is pretty high. ^^;

Anyway, whatever it is, I know I will end up studying in Singapore, heh. Albeit my mom [and my stepdad] seem to not like the idea at all but I know they eventually will get the message that I covet the bestEST education. Besides, if people ask them where I’m studying, they can proudly say that I’m in Singapore! Hahahahahaha… Glamour, la beb… hahaha.. Jokes!!!!! Seriously, rather than replying, “…TAFE?” or some f*cking polytechnic uni. in Australia.

L A M E!!!!!!!!!

♥Feeling: happy
♪Listening to: メリー：木漏れ日が僕を探してる・・・
☠Location: ウり子の部屋～

OKAY. So. I’ve been abandoning this blog. ごめん、ねぇ～～　m(＿　＿）ｍ

Hm, I need to learn how to use wordpress properly [i.e. the layout. D:]. Once I can achieve that, I shall be blogging here more frequently. *cough*

Until then, LIFE’s treating me good– both online and offline. ♡♥

Heh.

♥Feeling: accomplished
♪Listening to: 愛大塚：SMILY
☠Location: ウり子の部屋～

:3 I know I typed a rather angsty entry previously but today’s supposed to be a brilliant day. Thus, no studying involved… NOW I’M SCREWED THOUGH. I realized that I wasted like, 3-4 days already without accomplishing any target in getting my other 3 A1’s. Oh GOD.

Now I’ve got to switch off my laptop, 4 realz and concentrate. I’ll srsly put on an all-nighter if I’ve got to. [Shaddup, I say that all the time, I know. -_-]

Anyhow. Today was pretty productive. PRETTY~! Sort of completed the layout [and I plan to cheat by stating I had put the layout up on 21st Nov. 07… when in actual date, it is 22nd Nov. 07.], ahaha.

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Next week will be the last week of my exams, hurray! I need to gear myself up, urgh. @o@ Please, please, please, URIKO. I’m begging you, study your ass off now and you can like, literally HIBERNATE for the rest of the year and also play till your heart’s content. *nods*

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Jajan!! Birthday shoutouts. I am proud to say that I am pleased with YU.N’s new layout. There’s a level of satisfaction, you know, and this time I actually achieved the highest. Boy, it tastes good~~~~!!! ♡♥

I’m so screwed… ._______.

♥Feeling: infuriated
♪Listening to: メリー：ラストスノー
☠Location: ウり子の部屋～

Firstly, the SATOchi fanlisting which I owned was passed down to a girl named Kei. This fella was MIA and in the end the fanlisting’s ownership went to hell and landed in some other dude’s hand. Ni.. aku menyampah betul. Si budak tu ada SEMUA MUCC fanlisting. Dia tu kata dia tak collect fanlisting. Tahi b@b!1!! Bulak mena palat ngegeh. Benci mek… Rasa mok ditinjak ngan dipaluk sehingga mati.

I really didn’t want the SATOchi fanlisting to just go away like that. So I’m going to send an e-mail to that Kei fella and ask why is she so IRRESPONSIBLE. I gave her the space already, I even took care of the stupid fanlisting. I think dia tu nak co-own the fanlisting lah kot…

She’s lucky aku ni bukan peminat MUCC yang benar-benar.

I can’t believe that she even had the cheek to ask me whether she can own the fanlisting though. Beruk putih… haih… burung pelatuk… sigh… Tak bertatasusila langsung. I bet budak tu sengaja saja suruh aku biar jadi pemilik fanlisting SATOchi. Lepas tu dia beri ngan konco-konco kepala hotak tak bergunasfro[lr;fa EIIISHHHH!!! Stupid f@#king b!tch.

I am sick and tired of being polite. You stepped on my tail, aku tak larat nak give u face.

I don’t know why am I taking it personally. OH WAIT. LET ME THINK.

Firstly, that skank KEI [kohtagasm @ gmail . com] asked me for the fanlisting last year or so. FINE. At first I was reluctant but after contemplating for a while, I thought, “hey, why not give to this girl since she seems promising.” BU  BU. I was wrong. This motherfucking asshole told me to take care of the fanlisting for a while, OK FINE I CAN DO THAT. Then, I took care of the fanlisting until I was 100 years old. UGH!! AFter that I told her off, “u take care of the fanlisting now I’ve prepared everything blablabla”. CIBAI KIA I collected so many members, you know!!! 100 lebih dah and this suku kia just let my hard work go into the drain. Same goes to my Merry fanlisting. Sampai hari ini aku resentful dengan those Danish apakebenda hackers. And that taik yang apply untuk fanlisting tu… Celaka. I reached 250 members now, in how many years, tau.

Benci betul si beruk putih yg mengada-ngada collect fanlisting. Sometimes mereka tu go overboard… Dahlah layout macam tahi beruk. Even a 2 year old pun boleh design layout yang lebih cantik. IT’s like, layout mereka to semua half-assed. Sheesh. I hate people who do that. They claim not to collect fanlistings but oh my jesus god lord merry hallelujah such irony. I hope you go to hell for lying about that. D: Bye! I didn’t pin-point any faggot here so if anyone is offended, f@#k you, heh.

Shit lah, aku malas dah nak e-mail si Kei b@b! tu. I don’t want to create any drama. NOT WORTH MY TIME.

ANyway, I learned a big lesson out of this SATOchi fanlisting. And the Merry fanlisting.
1. Satochi fanlisting : don’t give a rat’s ass about people who ASK to own the fanlisting or any sh!t related to that. You want it, you gotta earn it, snotface.
2. MERRY fanlisting : DON’T BE A LAZY MOTHERF@#KER!
3. For  both fanlistings and the rest: hang on tight to them. only share them with people you trust online and know well. Like Gabby. <3 The rest of you will need to do a hell lot to earn my love and trust, kthxbai.

From today onwards I am not going to entertain any people’s e-mail concerning fanlisting’s ownership. Unless I started the e-mail, of course and if the e-mail is from TFL/AFL.org. Normal people’s e-mail will be ignored completely. Call me a b!tch all you want, but you have got to know the etiquette of fanlistings, dumbass. Honestly, I have the right to reject or ignore e-mails concerning fanlisting ownership. ^^ So yeah. I learn the hard way. Naive people like me need to learn the whole fl crap thoroughly in order to survive this nasty, competitive and horrific interest– building fanlistings. As much as I like it, I hate it too~!

Since I’m a cloud in a silver lining, I’ll take this SATOchi fl and Merry fl as a lesson. I’ve kind of lost interest in MUCC anyways so it doesn’t matter much. Just a teeny bit. :/ But the Merry fl, I loved that fl to death and I’d give up the rest of my non-Merry fl for my Merry fl to be somewhat approved again. *nod*

I’m certainly utterly grateful for the fact that there are still people out there who support my Merry fl although it isn’t approved. I owe you guys, man. I’m going to keep the fl till I’m no longer into web-designing etc. xD And I’ll be here for a long time and I’ll even wait for the perfect opportunity to get the approval of tfl on my Merry fl.

♥Feeling: excited
♪Listening to: メリー：ルルルラララ

Hurray, hurray, hurray!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Public exams had commenced 5 days ago. Resolved to erm, last minute studying. KINDA. So, basically we’ll see how my results will be next year. *crosses finger* Hopefully plenty of A1’s. My sleeping pattern has been totally screwed up these few days. Most of the time I retire at 10:30PM and wake up to do some revision in the wee morning. Like, at a very ungodly hour. I’m awake at 2:30AM-3:00AM and wheeeeeeesh study, revise, digest, etc etc.

I’m a little worried about today’s paper. EST, ugh. I reckon I’ll have aplenty of factual errors. Huuh. The examiners nailed on us this time, especially us Arts students. Wtf, synthetic fibres? We didn’t even learn that. I only knew polyester but #@$%, I mispelled it. GAAAAAAAH. Plus, I had to use my synthetic rubber and polymer non-related facts which are pure bullsh!t. I’d be amazed if I actually scored a B4 for that. -_- Omggg. Such futile attempts of being all Scientific-ish… HAHA. I even went to the extent of writing, “Synthetic fibres are chemically produced by humans, or rather known as homo-sapiens…” LMFAAAAAO. I win.

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Well. Anyhow, back to my life. I went to the post office and mailed a parcel to Gabby. Then, I deposited money into Aki’s account. Lastly, I drove all the way to Guardian pharmacy… Cos’ I needed to buy shampoo, body scrub and other crap. 8D Man, whilst driving to Guardian, it started to rain cats and dogs. *-* I had a fun time shopping at the pharmacy. Bwaha. Though they were out of pink-grapefruit oil control film, which sucked ass. Gah. I miss using that thing.

Hmm, what else. I bought a different shampoo this time. No more Dove cos’ the bird shampoo makes my scalp & hair uber oily. Hence, I lose more hair than usual. Not cool.

♥Feeling: determined
♪Listening to: 大塚　愛：Ｍａｃｋｅｒｅｌ’ｓ　Ｃａｎｎｅｄ　Ｆｏｏｄ　
☠Location: ウり子の部屋～

Today will mark 1 week before I sit for the big exam. I won’t lie, I am not prepared yet. YET. This will be a very last minute cramming session for me so I hope that I can give it all my best. ^^

To any Secondary 5 student who’s reading this entry, all the best to you! It’s never too late to study~ Don’t give up yet.

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I’ll be starting my exam on the 12th Nov and I’ll end on the 29th Nov. I think YU.N will be able to make it this year, all thanks to Aki! [She’s like my guardian angel sometimes. ☆ミヽ(◕ε◕) Always having my back. ♡♥~!! *hug*]

Ja! After watching my last 2 episodes of Kenichi, I shall be doing intensive revision. *o* I’ll even sleep less than 5 hours if I have to. Really. *starts slowly*

P.S.
Yesterday I CHIONG-ed putting up the Parkman, Matt and Mohinder Suresh fanlisting. Lmfao. I’m so proud of myself– for being able to put up & fix 3 fanlistings in a day. But of course, there was a price to pay. -_- [I wasted 1 day without achieving much in my revision. I basically read/memorized/understood stuffs here and there…]

♥Feeling: stressed
♪Listening to: 愛大塚：ＰＥＡＣＨ
☠Location: ウり子の部屋～

Omfg. 2 weeks to go till the big day arrives… I’m not done studying any subjects and yes, I am panicking, finally.

I was going to put up my white flag and end this battle but I think I might still have a chance to win it. FIGHTING~~~!!

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Hm, I tried applying for the TETSU [Merry] fanlisting but I got rejected. ._. Ah well, it doesn’t matter. I have learned to count my blessings, ho ho ho. *hint: Ryuuku [Death Note] fanlisting and Keroro Gunsou [Keroro Gunsou] fanlisting 8D* <3 Fufufu.

Okei, time to hit the books again! I need to make my room a much more conducive place to study. Urghfhh.